My Relationship With Tumblr

Hello everyone! My name is Goldie Lemorin and I am the kid sister of the lovely Frendy Lemorin (haha). I am a Writer, Photographer, and developing Graphic Designer. Frendy, being the supportive brother and overall great person that he is, offered me a position as a Writer on this beautiful platform that touches the lives of so many people. So here I am, embarking on a new creative venture that I hope you all receive, feel, and enjoy.

I’ve always felt that I had a creative calling on my life. My artistry initially originated through dance and chorus while I was in Elementary School. In addition to being involved in dance and choir groups at school, I attended a private dance school every Saturday. Dancing and singing were huge components of my life and I enjoyed every minute of it. Unfortunately, I stopped attending dance school when I entered Middle School and I haven’t gone back ever since. 

During the years I attended Middle School, I totally neglected the art forms that were once passions of mine. Yes, I would randomly dance and belt out a random song that I heard on MTV here and there but it wasn’t like before. I began writing about my days in my diaries and was also interested in the social media site, Facebook. My diaries were my heart outside of my body. They were filled with my 11/12 year old’s deepest, darkest feelings about the state of my life.  The feelings I had and the events that occurred that I thought I could never share with anyone were written inside. The diaries were truly my only group of friends. In contrast, I performed another version of myself at school and Facebook. This alternative version of myself followed contemporary trends (ewww!) and interacted with folks that I knew did not like me.

Even after leaving Middle School and going into High School, I continued spewing my teenage emotions into my journals. During this time I came into knowing of my queerness and I struggled with my attraction towards other women. Due to my own insecurities, I felt that I couldn’t really express who I was on Facebook to my “friends” and family, so my diaries were my only safe haven. Or so I thought (haha). It was Sophomore year when I heard of a new website called, Tumblr. 

Me being naturally curious, I researched the website and my mind exploded. I thought this is what Eve must have felt like when she bit the forbidden fruit. I was exposed to a brand new world and way of thinking. I found photos of LGBTQIA+ love, I was informed about socio-economic events that were impacting the lives of oppressed peoples in USA and other countries, I read heartfelt and beautiful pieces by an array of individuals, I heard about new musical artists that were not mainstream yet, and learned about gifs! A lightbulb automatically clicked in my head and I was so inspired that I immediately decided to create a Tumblr blog that authentically reflected me.

That was 7 years ago and I still aim to always stay true to who I am. Writing for me was always a means to express what’s happening around, inside, and outside of me. With the help of Tumblr, I no longer fear being vulnerable publicly because I believe that there is magic in outward expression. Words have the power to inspire, teach, encourage, heal, and motivate others. I see firsthand how my brother’s writing on his website and Instagram impacts his followers and that in itself inspires me to be on that same wavelength. 

I hope to follow in my brother’s footsteps by providing new and interesting content on this website. Thank you all. Cheers! 

Written by Goldie Lemorin